The vaccine causes your type of health problem with probability p, and someone who didn't take the vaccine during the pandemic would've developed health problems of similar severity with probability q. The vast evidence shows that p is orders of magnitude smaller than q. And you're saying that you would've preferred not to take the vaccine?

I'm saying I would have preferred to have more time to make an informed choice rather than facing the consequence of losing a job in a single-income family with several dependents. And now, after the fact, seem to have inexplicable symptoms after taking the vaccine, which leads me to question if they originate from it.